Kahin use pata to nahi chala?

Wo bhi kya din the
college ka mast mahol,Har taraf rangeeniyan hi rangeeniyan,
Love affair to jaise aam baat ho,
usi beech kaheen main tha.....
chahta to use bahut tha ,per kehne ka dam nahi...
Ummed to yahi thi ki wo na nahi kahegi.Per............
isi per ne mujhe rok ke rakha........
doston ko sab khabhar thi, aakhir dil ki baat unse hi to share karta..
per unhe kuch na kehne ki kasam....
meri poori koshish rehti ki us tak mera ahsas na pahunche.
per main sochta yehi rehta tha ki use khabhar ho jaye...
dost jab uske saamne majak udate ya uska naam mere naam se jodte,to main ghabra jata
us waqt uske chehre ke bhaav se aisa lagta jaise wo sab jaanti ho.
Per main yahi sochta ki Kahin use pata to nahi chala?
ajeeb widambana thi....

Aaj main usse bahut door hoon .pyar to door dosti bhi nahi.
Per main aaj bhi yahi sochta hoon ki
Kahin use pata to nahi chala?